This is what I mean!! I have two lovely daughters to show after a horrible marriage of 6 years...

Somedays I ask myself why did I ever stayed in a relationship like that and then I look at my girls and realize that is the reason...

I got married 30/10/1999 in Bloemfontein. The marriage did not last long... After 6 years we were divorced. I have my lovely 2 children to show though!! This is the only photo I have left of my wedding. So sad I always dream about my big day and the day was anything but happy!! And You only marry once for the first time....

This is my little one. Philna, was born on 13 Sept 2001 in Bloemfontein, the gynae had the dates wrong and she was born to early!! Her lungs were not fully developed and the worse fear of loosing my baby was facing me. She stayed in ICU for a month and 5 years later and you can see why I think she is my little angel... I must admit the older she get the angel side is fading.... lol!!!

This is me and Merische in South Africa 2006.

This was taken a week before we left for New Zealand when we left NZ I had two small girls - today when I look at them they are so grown up. We went through so much together..... There is no love like the love between a mother and her child.