24.3.08

Why does it still hurts???


Why is it still so painful to just listen to the music we use to listen to? If I hear our song? Why do I still wake up some nights feeling "nothing" next to me? Why is there still a tear rolling down my face when I see a picture like this one? Why Why Why? How can two people be so far apart and still stay so connected? You filled a big part of my life and my heart and it is all gone. I think you are truly the one man, I think the firs man I have truly loved. And I think it is the same with you. I miss the way we use to laugh and play and the way you called me "liz-babe"

I just miss you tonight.

How could trying to give you the one thing you always wanted "killed" what we had? Or was it just me that lived in a fantasy world? No it cant be! It is like you said "you were there, you felt it every time" The way we said nothing to each other, cause sometimes there was just no need for words. "You say it best when you say nothing at all"

Thank you Ross for showing me how to love and thank you for loving me.

I will always love you.
Liz-Babes