12/12/08

I took this photo in Australia few months ago and of all the photos this is my favourite one. It relax me and make me feel calm and relaxed.

This is the time of year where you want to get silent and gather all your thoughts and emotions... Think about what the new year will have. What other surprises - good or bad..

In 2008 I have had my ups and downs and at the end of this year I am just happy to still have 2 healthy little girls and we all have our health..
My heart is a little bit broken but apparently no medication can help for this....... I wonder if someone can get a remedy for broken heart. Or a Vaccination against having your heart broken. Cause at this stage the only vaccination you have is to not love and not allow anyone to love you. BUT how sad is that? It is amazing to love someone and when someone love you back there is no words to describe that feeling. But then when your heart is in thousand pieces that is where you think to yourself if this was all worth it? And YES it is. It is amazing to love someone....

I hope if you look at this photo you will have the same sort of feeling of piece and love and knowing that we owe it to ourselves to open our hearts to the one you love.

Life is short and we don't know when our last day is. I know if my last day was today I had a full life.

I loved & lived to the fullest of my potential....

Liz-Babes............

I have turned 30 last week and I love being where I am, 

What I have become and how much I have achieved in the past 3 years after the D -  Word!!

I have done so much self search and research, which helped me so much. There is so many emotions people go through after divorce where there are kids involved the emotions just quadruple but for single mothers that is nothing new. 

I have discovered in the past period of time that there are so much than breaking up or being in love or not. Once you discover the REAL things in life that is when MR RIGHT walks into your life without any warning. And the most important part is for you to be ready when he walks in your life. Otherwise he will pass you by. 

I have discovered to love myself and my life to make peace with the fact that I did fail at my marriage but that it is in the past and it will do no good for anyone to dwell on the past.

The biggest mistake people do after breaking up or divorce is to go straight into the "dating business" it is like trying to go on the sea with a leaking boat or bunji jump with no strings attach there is a short period of fun and laughter that will take away the pain for a short period of time but as you hit the ground all the emotions comes flowing back. 

I wish to share with you in the next month the most important lessons I have learned after my divorce and recent break up more than a year ago,.

Until next time

Liz

This is my invitation created by Alistair.... My party was one of the best days I have had in a long time. My friends Darnel and Susan sent me off to the hairdresser where I was pampered and treated like a bride. No wait I was a bride before but I have not felt that special even on my wedding.

Thank you guys for making my 30th unforgettable. 

Meet Al.......

This is the guy in my life....

YES I am still alive.......

Hi.

Let me first explain why I have not been on the blog for a while. I finished my exams, moved twice.... and yes met a new man......

I will add his photo here in the near future.. But for you now you can go and look on my facebook page cause he is there...

So you can assume that everything is going great. The kids get bigger more and more and I dont know how I get by day by day. But I do with the help of my friends and family. Thank God for them

For those of you who dont know this, mum has been diagnosed with cancer again.. 3rd time......

But the good news is the cancer have not spread anywhere. So at least they will have a close eye on her and with all the support and prayers from all our friends and family got us through the past 3 weeks again.

That made me realize one thing isn't it funny how we go throug life "forgetting" about God untill there is something wrong with us or we desperately need something?? Don't we teach our kids to not just be nice to us when they want somethimg? And yet we do it to God ALL THE TIME...

God have seen me through getting on a plane with two kids coming to a land that I knew NOTHING about. He sent me a great angel - WE ALL KNOW WHO THAT IS... Thank you to my 1st angel in NZ - Ross Barber...

Then he sent me my two best friends Darnel and Susan.... You are my favourite angels..... You are still there for me whenever I need you and when I cry I know you guys literaly cry with me and when we laugh WE LAUGH!!!!

Then there are all these other people that I cannot imagine my life without... And then after almost a year of soal search and tears and doubt about Ross etc. I met him - I am tooo scared to even say it but HE MAY BE THE ONE>>>>

I have met the most amazing man. He is great with Merische and Philna and everything is just great. I sometimes think that it is to good to be true. But maybe it is my turn to have some luck?

I love every moment I spent with him and maybe this is God's way of showing me that is how I am suppose to be treated...

Thank you for every ones phone calls and messages..

I love you all..

ME

xxx

A child is there to show us what real beauty is....