YES I am still alive.......

Hi.

Let me first explain why I have not been on the blog for a while. I finished my exams, moved twice.... and yes met a new man......

I will add his photo here in the near future.. But for you now you can go and look on my facebook page cause he is there...

So you can assume that everything is going great. The kids get bigger more and more and I dont know how I get by day by day. But I do with the help of my friends and family. Thank God for them

For those of you who dont know this, mum has been diagnosed with cancer again.. 3rd time......

But the good news is the cancer have not spread anywhere. So at least they will have a close eye on her and with all the support and prayers from all our friends and family got us through the past 3 weeks again.

That made me realize one thing isn't it funny how we go throug life "forgetting" about God untill there is something wrong with us or we desperately need something?? Don't we teach our kids to not just be nice to us when they want somethimg? And yet we do it to God ALL THE TIME...

God have seen me through getting on a plane with two kids coming to a land that I knew NOTHING about. He sent me a great angel - WE ALL KNOW WHO THAT IS... Thank you to my 1st angel in NZ - Ross Barber...

Then he sent me my two best friends Darnel and Susan.... You are my favourite angels..... You are still there for me whenever I need you and when I cry I know you guys literaly cry with me and when we laugh WE LAUGH!!!!

Then there are all these other people that I cannot imagine my life without... And then after almost a year of soal search and tears and doubt about Ross etc. I met him - I am tooo scared to even say it but HE MAY BE THE ONE>>>>

I have met the most amazing man. He is great with Merische and Philna and everything is just great. I sometimes think that it is to good to be true. But maybe it is my turn to have some luck?

I love every moment I spent with him and maybe this is God's way of showing me that is how I am suppose to be treated...

Thank you for every ones phone calls and messages..

I love you all..

ME

xxx