This is for you!! You know who you are......

Something in your eyes makes me want to loose myself, makes me want to loos myself, in your arms.

There's something in your voice makes my heart beat fast, hope this feeling last for the rest of my life.

If you knew how lonely my life has been and how long I have been so alone.

If you knew how I wanted someone to come along and change my life the way you've done.

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me it feels like I'm all the way back where I come from. It feels like I'm where I belong...

A window breaks down the long dark street and the siren wake in the night. But I'm all right cause I have you here with me and I can almost see through the dark there is light. if you knew how much this moment means to me and how long I'v waited for youre touch and if you knew how happy you make me.

Never thought I could love anyone this way........

What do you say???

Don't know much about your life,

don't know much about your world.

You don't know about my past and I have not a future figured out and maybe this is going to fast - maybe its not meant to last......

But what do you say to taking chances. What do you say jumping off the edge, never knowing if there is solid ground below or hand to hold or hell to pay..

What do you say...

I just want to start again. Maybe you can show me how to start, maybe you could take me in - somewhere underneath your skin....

Talk to me like lovers do... walk with me like lovers do.

January is almost finished....
How scary is this.... The first month of the new year has come and gone. My life gets more and more interesting by the day.

It will be my kids second full year in NZ and they are doing so well. I am amazed by how strong kids are. They just go on. No matter the situation. No phonecalls, no letters, no postcards NOTHING from their dad!!
How do a little girl of 6 and 7 year old justify in her little mind that her dad "erased" her from his life???
How do I explain the promise I gave them 3 years ago when we divorced "Dad & I still love you very much, we can never divorce from you !" Little did I know that there is actually persons that can erase their own flesh. Sad but true....

I am starting my studies in Feb in Managing business with accountancy.... I will let you guys know how that is going...

I will have to update my blog daily.. There is so many things happening in my life...

I miss you my friends......
xxxx

Why do you think people meet each other?
What I mean with that is Do you believe in fate?
I have met so many people in my life and I know they all were there for a reason...

Ek het met iemand begin kontak maak in AMERIKA ek is in NZ.. hoe ons mekaar opgespoor het is nog meer scary.. maar dit tot later... Ek het lanklaas iemand ontmoed en met ontmoed beteken dit tog obviously - jy het al die persoon gesien!! Nie ek nie neeeeeeeeeeee net gechat & gesien op internet... Elke keer as daar 'n mail van hom af is dan gebeur daar iets met my gesig ek dink hulle noem dit 'n glimlag, maar daai glimlag wat jou oe saam lag en almal kyk na jou en dink by hulleself "wanneer laas het iemand my so laat glimlag" maar dan moet ek realisties wees en dink Amerika - Nz dis nou nie asof ons vir mekaar elke naweek sal sien nie. Die kans dat ons mekaar ooit sal sien is seker ZERO!!! Maar dit vat nie daai feelling weg nie. Dit vat nie die warm gevoel in jou hart weg nie....
Die snaakste ding about it is dit voel of hierdie man al my hele lewe lank ken!

As jy dit lees jy daar in Amerika hoop ek jy besef jy maak my glimlag elke oomblik van die dag... (hy sal vertaan hy is suid afrikaner lol)

Mag elkeen van julle iemand in julle lewe het wat julle laat glimlag met net 'n "Hi daar!!"

ekke
xx

hope this feeling last for the rest of my life......